Update

I gave in to my lover's whims and we watched the first disk of True Blood. I'm hooked, and he's feeding my addiction. He even helped me buy the seasons on DVD. They are crazy and ridiculous, with some soft-core vampire porn mixed in, and even a couple of really good, moving episodes. Some stuff is even too close to reality: relationships between people, and a Christian summer camp thing (took me back to my bible camp days, and it was so real I blushed to think how retarded I was).

I have lost a total of 15 pounds now, and got a new pair of jeans that make my ass look great.

I lost a summer class. Which means not enough money to survive. My mother offered me the money (sometimes lately she is way too giving for my comfort). I'm trying to find a part time job to fill it, but, well, you know how likely that is.

I am so very ready to get back to school.

K.Z.