So here we are in the hopes of maintaining our regular lively, witty, and often bizarre conversations. More importantly, we're here in the hopes of remaining friends. We've done amazingly well in dealing with each other so far, and I think we would all agree life would be less something without one another. So, here's to us...vive le singe de la pipe! *Monkey dances and plays symbols.*


Sunday, July 11, 2010

Scared

Of all the changes coming, one thing scares me.

Forget the money issues, forget the classes, the work, the French...

I'm in love again. I've fallen hard. And I have to leave him behind. Today he lay in bed with me as I started to fall asleep, he kept pulling away to leave, to go back to Abliene, I kept pulling him back. I lay there drifting and he kissed me, and whispered in my ear that he loved me. I nearly cried.

K.Z.
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  1. The Humble NarcissistJuly 12, 2010 at 9:32 AM

    I think he's got the right idea. Focus on the immediate. Enjoy the time you have now. The more you enjoy it, the stronger your bond will be and the easier it will be for things to survive distance. I've been there (granted he was an ass, but at that point I loved him anyway). The time for tears will be after you leave and there's significant distance. Revel in nearness. That's all we can really do in life, love. Revel in the good while it's there.

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